Missing Those Days!

I'm not going to lie, I miss having a little baby in the house!  Our youngest is already a year and three months old, so she's already considered a toddler.  I don't know, I guess I just miss those times when I can still hold them, lay them down on my chest without them resisting, and I can give them kisses without them trying to run away from me.  Yes, my little ones are already doing that kind of thing, and I personally am saddened by the fact that they've actually grown up-that quick!

Looking at their infant stuff now, I couldn't help but miss the little ones that used to fit in them.  That's one bittersweet reality that a parent like me has to deal with.  I can feel sad, but there's nothing really I could do but just hold on to those beautiful memories of my kids when they were that little.  And since we've already got 3 kids, I don't think we're still open to the thought of having another one.  Both of us already agreed on that.  Three is definitely a handful, multiplied by ten! (Hehehe.)

But baby stuff are just so cute, aren't they? I mean, if we only had the money to splurge on things that, you know, aren't really important, I would've gotten our little girl the best bratt décor cribs online.   It's just so cute, and I've always wanted one like this for my babies.  But I guess it's never going to happen now.  I can admire it all I want, but that's it for me right there.  No more shopping for baby stuff!

I guess, the bottom line of all this is, I'm just in denial that my little ones are indeed growing up so fast on us.  Where did the time go?  Why did the time fly by so quickly when they were still little babies?  I don't get it!  I just don't, and perhaps, I never will.