I'm Definitely Writing Again!

Needless for me to say how many times I've already said I'd go back to writing again and never really did, because I, myself, don't even know the actual number of times I said so. But lately, I've really thought about it and I do miss writing. I miss being able to freely pour my heart out - my innermost thoughts and feelings that I couldn't say out loud. I miss that feeling of freedom when I know I am able to say anything I want. It never ceased to bring back memories I thought were long forgotten.

Writing, to me, is a therapy. Aside from music, this is the only thing that can stir up my imagination and yet keeps me sane. I got into writing even more when I arrived here in the U.S. about two and a half years ago. I didn't have a lot of people around me to talk to while the others leave for work, that's why I wrote and wrote and wrote. Pretty much, it sounds like I was talking to myself. And it's still the same until now.

Given that I am a stay-at-home mother of now three children, I unfortunately am residing in a place that's far from possible acquaintances, leaving me with nobody but myself to really talk to while my husband is at work. I engage in small talks with my kids, of course, but it's kind of a little tough when the oldest one is not even three years old yet, and most of the time, he just blunders out whatever comes into his tiny head. So, I definitely am resorting back to writing before I completely lose my sanity. [hehehe] I don't really have that much of an option, do I?

This time, I'll do my best to make this a start of something better...