A Sad, Sad Reality!!

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

I'm in life's stage where I am picking up the pieces and hoping so hard to move on in no time. It's not that I am in great denial of the sad truth, but maybe I am not just ready to talk about it.

It's not easy - and never will it be - to lose someone you love so much. Someone who, is not only a very important part of your life, but one of those few people who complete your life. It's hard to accept the reality, but we need to because no matter what, we'll never have them back. That is why, LOSING A LOVED ONE has been my greatest fear!! It's something I will never learn how to prepare myself in time of its occurrence. It's something that I forever will dread. But it's something we cannot avoid nor control and prevent it from happening. When it's time, it's time.

I am still trying to gather enough strength to really move on without me having to get hurt every time it crosses my mind. No matter how hard I try to divert my attention, it seems like it has its on way of still getting into my head and ends up making me cry. I am trying to let it go - doing my best to move on. But I think only time can tell as of now. It's just hard. It's so painful. But it is life's reality.