Feeling A Lot Better Now!!

I must say, I feel way better now than how I've been feeling like yesterday and the other day. I felt like crap - I couldn't stay longer in front of the computer; I wasn't able to read. That kind of made me feel thwarted because I just bought this new novel that I think I'd enjoy reading, but because I got ill, until now I haven't even taken it out of the plastic bag. Can you believe that?! [hahaha..]

Anyways, my day went well so far. Well, except for a little confirmation I got from my husband that has gotten me weighed down. I still think about it but I have said enough regarding on how it made me feel. I don't want to lose sanity into it completely!! [hahaha]

I had a great time with the kids today, too. Good thing that my sister had something to take care of, so she went out. She left in the morning and didn't come home until late this afternoon. I was able to spend enough time with Baba and Poopette without having to "mind her" all the time. Haay, it's such a long, long story and is just getting longer -- and worse. I just decided to say as less as I could about it now. It's not helping and isn't going to do me any good. I'm just happy I at least got everything out of my chest during those times I needed to. I just don't want the situation to keep me feeling miserable most of the time - not anymore!! I had let it get into me enough and I know it's about time for me to let things go and let God handle the things that are beyond my control now between me and her. It still saddens me. She's my only sister. But I feel completely helpless now. I think I have to rely on time now to help us both heal, forgive, forget, and just move on with our lives. I will always miss and love her, though. No matter what, she'll always be my sister!!

Oh, I still haven't replied my [mom-in-law] Jerry's e-mail. My bad!! I actually have written a draft already. But since my eyes started hurting, I wasn't able to finish it. I will do my best to be able to send mom the e-mail tonight or tomorrow. I can't wait to tell her things :) She's such a great Mother and I can't thank God enough for having a mother-in-law as wonderful and as loving as she is. I love you, Mom!!

My cousin, by the way, asked me if I want to go out tomorrow after church. She wants to hang out - probably go to the mall, check out some movies, and eat. I said 'yes' definitely and I can't wait actually!! Since I got back from Samar, I've only been out once and that was Monday. I just went to the grocery store to buy some things. I left some of my stuff at home in Samar so I needed replacements ;) I was only out for 2 hours. I even wasn't able to stop by at Jollibee or McDonald's to eat. After grabbing a novel, I immediately went to buy grocery stuff and then I headed home. I still enjoyed it somehow. I've been away for quite a long time and I must admit, I kind of missed life in the city.

I'm looking forward to hanging out with my cousins and friends tomorrow!! [weeh!! ;)]

Before I end this, I just want to say thanks to those who never get tired visiting our blog. Thank you for your heartwarming comments and messages. I just want you to know that I appreciate them all a lot. Thank you, thank you!!