Oddly Sick: This is So Unlikely Me!!

Really, right now I can't tell what's keeping me sick - much more, what's making me sick!! All I know is, I haven't been feeling well in the past couple of days - headache and dizziness most of the time. There were even times I hated doing something - anything. All I wanted to do was sleep as if I've never gotten sleep enough for years. This feeling is really strange. I know when I normally am sick; I know the cause and how to treat it, and it usually doesn't last longer than 2 days. But this time, I totally am clueless!! One more thing, I can't figure out what's making me tired most of the time. I've lost interest in a lot of things - reading first and foremost - which is you know, one of my favorite pastime. I feel lazy taking shower [but of course, I still am in the state of being conducive to my own health]. It's just that, I don't like the feel of water on me. Seriously, it's as if I suddenly became hydrophobic. Though it doesn't occur all the time, I still find it weird. So unlikely me!!

There are some I can no longer describe. They're making me feel uneasy and I don't like any of them - none at all!!

This morning, I woke up shivering. My temperature went up to 101.66 degree Fahrenheit. I was nauseated and my head really hurt. It even took me a bit longer to reply my husband's messages on yahoo because I couldn't get up. Good thing he ended up calling me or else I couldn't have told him the reason.

By the way, both of us are sick right now. [hehehe] But this time, he started it!! [hahaha] It's something we find funny when one of us gets sick and after a few days [if not at the same time], the other one gets sick, too. That shows how we're so connected to each other. We just oh so love sharing everything!! [winks*] Well, I guess he's feeling a little better now since he went out with his best buddies, and I'm glad that he is feeling a lot better now than how he was yesterday. He sounded so sick on the phone and it broke my heart knowing I couldn't be there to take care of him no matter how bad I wanted to. I hate it when he gets sick and I can't be there for him to personally look after him. One of those things I don't like about us being away from each other.

Anyway, if you ask me, I don't know what I'm going to do today - right now. Of course, I'd love to attend church but if I'm feeling as sick as I am now, I'd better stay here at home and get more rest.

Well, you might be wondering why I can still manage to sit in front of my computer and type all this after all that I've said about my condition, but really I'm just forcing myself to at least get to do something. My brain needs to function once in a while. I bought a new novel, but I haven't even reached page 3 yet. It's just there sitting on top of my bed. I couldn't stay longer than 30 minutes watching TV. And my only therapy for all of these is, sleeping. So, I'd rather do something now than go back to bed and sleep the whole time and wake up feeling like I've missed half of my day's moments. Honestly, if I just let my brain decide, I don't want to sleep anymore. But once my body started aching for it, I am left with no other choice but to give in to it or else I'd feel crap the whole time I keep myself up. No joke, even now, my eyes are starting to sag.

Yikes, this is really something!! Well, I guess I need to go now. Like what I said, I'd feel even worse if I force myself to stay up. Maybe a nap will do :)