Too Bad We Won't Make It!

My aunt invited us tomorrow to attend a picnic as a celebration of her son graduating from high school.  She did invite us ahead of time, but John's schedule at work changes, so we decided not to confirm yet if we're going or not.  But guess what?  I just told my aunt tonight that we won't make it.  I feel sad, though because I really want to go and visit them as well, but with my husband's watch on Sunday, I don't think he'd want to drive an hour there and another hour back knowing he needs to wake up super early the following day.  If only I could drive now, I'd do it so he won't have to worry about getting tired from driving us back and forth.  I mean, I can drive now, but I still don't have my driver's license yet, so it's pointless.

I wish it wouldn't be too much to ask my aunt to just pick us up and drop us off after the picnic.  I really want to attend so badly!  But it'll be an inconvenience and I don't want them to spend a lot on gas.  Well, may this serve as a lesson for me.  I really need to get my driver's license!  I just cannot depend on John all the time to take us around.  I really feel like I'm missing out on a lot of things because I don't get to go out whenever I want to because he needs to go to work and I've got nobody else to take me to places.  It's really tough, I won't lie!  That will be my next goal now -- learn how to drive and get my driver's license before this year ends, or even before Fall.