Will Resume Posting Tomorrow....

As much as I want to stay up so I could catch up with some posts for the weekly tasks I join in, I need to get some sleep now. I am having contractions again and my back is starting to hurt more. I need to stretch my legs and lay down. I just hope that the baby won't keep me up longer by moving too much because I definitely could need a good rest right now. She loves to move a lot when I'm about to go to sleep, keeping me up longer. [hehehe] I don't mind her doing that at all. I'm actually happy she moves a lot. That just tells me she's doing great. The only effect that I kind of don't like is, waking up late. I still wake up earlier than the boys, but there are times when I can't help but fall back to sleep when I know the kids aren't up, yet. Sometimes, I tend to oversleep and by the time I wake up again, it's already almost noontime. I know, I know. I do feel bad every time it happens. Trust me, I feel such a horrible mother when I make them wait for me. But because I'm the only one taking care of them and with all the pain I have right now, it can get really tough on me as well. I really hope my mother will get here this Monday. That's the only way I'd be able to rest without worrying too much about the kids not being able to, sometimes, eat their breakfast on time. I really need help at this point. I'm only 36 weeks today and I already started dilating. I really am worried she might come out premature that's why whenever I feel even a slight pain or contraction, I stop whatever I'm doing and I rest. I'm doing my best right now to take care of the boys and at the same time, myself and the baby. It's tough, I'm not going to lie. But with God's grace and help, I am able to get through everything, one day at a time. So, until my Mama gets here, I will have no other choice but to still be up on my feet no matter how much pain I'm in. All I can do right now is, pray for things to still go smoothly and for baby K to stay inside until she's reached full term.

So, to all of the daily tasks I join in, I will post my entries tomorrow and will drop Ecards as well.

See you all in the morning!