To begin the day with...

Sometimes, I'd just laugh at myself for being (unknowingly) forgetful. I planned on waking up this early because I wanted to check my e-mail to see if my husband happened to left me a message. He told me before they left the ship that he's going to change his e-mail ad as they'll be in a different place. He left me one e-mail before they left, but I wasn't able to reply him back. It was past his time there when I got to read it. He said they'll be leaving in the afternoon, so they probably had left by then. I felt guilty that I didn't reply, but he said he'd call, so I was planning on just telling him what I was supposed to say in an e-mail, over the phone. I waited, but no phone call. I understand. They have a lot to take care of and right now, talking to me is not on top of his priority. That's fine with me. I have no problem with that. I know better. I know he will find a way to get a hold of me when he gets the chance to. As for me, I will always wait and pray.

Anyway, back to me being "forgetful". I actually hit the button 'reply' after I read again the e-mail he sent me yesterday. I was about to start typing when I remembered he is no longer on the ship right now. My bad!! For a minute, I just stared at his e-mail. I had to shake my head off to let some thoughts go or else I'd be feeling down right now. I have to keep myself busy and try my hardest to divert my attention to other things. Somehow, I felt comfort from my grandmother's text message that she sent me last night. She said "John is always in my prayers. Don't worry. Trust in GOD!" Then, I whispered to myself, "I am not scared - anymore."

I almost forgot, it's Wednesday again. I can't believe sometimes at how time can be this quick. I wonder what have I accomplished so far in the past week? It came too fast I could barely recall what I have been doing or even the last thing I did. My mind is always too preoccupied. I need a break. Which brings me to want to spend a few hours today outside of my little world. Get some (not clean and fresh) air, walk around, or anything I might find fun to do outside. Oh, I remember, I still have that TimeZone card that my husband and I bought last year. It won't expire until November and it still got enough credit left for me to use it at the arcade. Hmmm, sounds interesting and might be fun. I guess I'll try to drop by later. I'm not really planning on staying out for more than 4 hours. More likely, I would be back home even before the clock ticks 21:00. I just am not in the mood right now to 'have fun' until I get to hear from my husband and make sure he is okay. Till then, I'll just be on the look out. I don't want to miss any phone call.

Well, it's almost 07:00 and I'm about to get around here in a few. I (think) have a long day ahead. I need to go to the grocery store today and buy some stuff and see if I could find new novels that might interest me. They're on sale but I don't know till when, that's why I want to take this chance to go and grab some. A novel only costs P40.00 (less than a dollar and its original price is 5.50 bucks) and no book for me will ever not be worth its price. I think it's time again that I should buy a new one as I'm done with the other novel and I'm about to start reading the other one. I might buy two today.

What else?! Oh, Entrecard dropping. I haven't dropped any yesterday and I'm still trying to get the hang of it. I don't understand a lot about EC and how it exactly works except for clicking "drop" from every blog I see that has EC on it. I still haven't found a slot where I can insert it in to my daily schedule right now. But I'm willing to learn more. I just want to take his opportunity to thank those who have been dropping EntreCards on me. I will do my best to get back to you and give you the same courtesy. Thank you so much!