Praying and Hoping

Wanting so bad to able to spend our first anniversary together, my husband is doing the best he can right now so he can at least have a 30-day leave. That has always been the plan, but it looks like things are against us at this time. He told me there's a possibility that they might not let him do that. I mean, come on now!! They have them for six whole months, what is thirty days days off? No offense, but I just don't get it - I don't understand some things sometimes. That made me sad, to tell you the truth and I just don't know what else to think and expect as of the moment. Everything is a blur!

He's really persistent in making it possible and I hope it will pay off in the end. I can only pray and hope that at least they'll reconsider. All we want is to at least spend more time with each other. Since we got married, believe it or not, we've only spent like less than two months together. (Add the 2 weeks he spent here last year during his first trip, the 3 weeks vacation he had in April-May, and the 3-day trip we had in Malaysia during their last port visit), and in November, we'll be turning 1 year. So basically, in all those 12 months of the year, we've only been together for not even exactly two months and they were even far in between! My gulay, I really am praying to God for things to work out fine. I am letting go of this matter as it's already out of our control now. Whatever is His plan or will, let it be done :)